Be My Valentine

I know Valentine's Day was yesterday, but you never can get the full effect of how the day went until it's over, right?

I celebrated Valentine's Day by crying my eyes out after getting dumped the day before.

My mom celebrated Valentine's Day by getting high, and ending up needing paramedics.

My sister celebrated Valentine's Day by eating Mini-Wheats and getting ready for her gallstone surgery (which, by the way, happened today.)

Great holiday, don't you think? No candy, no flowers, no romance. Just pain, boredom, and disappointment.

This month, I actually considered leaving all social networking, including email and IRC. And if it weren't for the guilt of leaving the few friends I have who actually seem to want me here, I would have.

I guess I should be happy. Today, I got the best news I've gotten all month. I got named one of the "Freaks Of The Day" by a Facebook fan page called "if people could hear what i was thinking they would think im a freak (:."

Which, actually, was pretty cool.

Though it makes me wonder. . . . What does that say about me? Something to think about, I guess.

But hey, when my life is this pathetic, at least I can always look forward to more of one of my favorite past times: spewing sarcasm.

Isn't that just lovely?

Love, Pai